I’m sorry for the constant ups and downs. I’m sorry I’m not consistent and I’m sorry I can’t get my shit together. I’m sorry for the constant whirlwind of emotions and constant contradictions. I’m sorry. But I want you to know that I’m trying. Although I have my share of experience, this is still all so new to me and I’m trying to figure things out. It’s important that I do. I just can’t seem to get the hang of it yet. I’m sorry for making your heart skip a beat when there is too much silence and I’m sorry for the mess I make when I can’t shut up. I told you that I was a hard one, difficult, and dramatic as hell but I’m still sorry nonetheless. Thank you for sticking around despite all of this. It really means a lot and even though I’m sure I don’t tell you enough, I’m super thankful for you and all you do.