If I’m gonna be honest about anything, it is that I am scared.
I am scared shitless of the future. I have no idea what’s coming my way, I have no idea what I’m going to do with my life, I have no clue what the next step is. I know I’m still young, but damn I feel so lost and I have no sense of direction right now. It’s mind boggling because it’s clouding my thoughts with nothing but hopelessness and fear. I hate when I let this get the best of me and right now, that’s what it’s definitely doing. It’s time to start thinking things through and finding some clarity. At least a little bit because I hate feeling this low.